i'm scared to death that i'll never be afraid..

i'm scared to death that i'll never be afraid..

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    Virgo; ESFJ

    I'm a recent college grad trying to figure out life. I'm 22 years young. While most people praise me for my accomplishments, I tend to focus on my flaws and failures.

    I suffer from depression, anxiety, mood swings, and self harm. I'm overly emotional, sensitive, easily offended and take things too personally. I also love organization. It makes me very calm to have everything organized.

    Hopefully no one I know in real life is reading this.

&: Bold what applies to you

inhalant:

Appearance

I have/had piercings.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different
color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair
color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces.
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment

I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/
etc to see if it would hurt.

Health

I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve had blood drawn for testing.

Travel
I’ve been to
Florida.
I’ve been to New York City.

I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia.
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my
pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

I’ve broken a law.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen or heard someone/something die.
I’m afraid of dying.
I know someone who has attempted/committed suicide.
I ha
ve attempted suicide

I’ve thought about suicide before.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I don’t like to kill bugs.
I open up to others easily.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.

I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well.
I would wear
pajamas to school.
I like Martha Stewart.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I always do/did my homework.
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.

I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do with my life.

People
.. have asked if I am anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat.
..say I’m skinny.
..have said I’m ugly.

..have said I’m pretty.

..have spread rumors about me.
..forced me to eat
..say I eat too little.

Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I’ve dieted.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
I exercise.

Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
My biological parents are still together.
I want kids/more kids.
I’ve had kids/a child.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

I’m a
cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty
.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.

(via sanitybreaks)

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    I’ve done.. Weed Alcohol Mushrooms LSA LSD DMT DXM Salvia Extacy/MDMA Extacy w/ some kind of research chemical Nitrous...
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    Bold what applies to you
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    Bold what applies to you...bolded some things half-way if they sort of apply to me lol
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