btw

the cuts were a reaction to talking to my ex on the phone. i didn’t want to but he’s been calling me everyday for 3 weeks begging me for to talk to him. i finally did.

i was not emotionally ready. i was not emotionally prepared to hear him say how he is still madly in love with his ex (that he’s only met once).

Why the fuck do I still care? Does part of me still love him? I can’t even consider that since all I feel for him is anger and hate.

I’m a dumb bitch.

1. shatteredspirit posted this