January 2012
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December 2011
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I miss my kindle, my bed, my blade, my privacy.. I can’t fall asleep. Too many feelings and thoughts. I need my journal
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One of the worst things is
Being somewhere where you have to put on a happy face when all you want to do is cry your eyes out
My family is so drmatic
Drinking wine to stop the urges to cut
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one of those days..
i shouldnt care i shouldnt care i shouldnt care i shouldnt care i shouldnt care wtf is wrong with me
todays going to be a day full of klonopin and my grandparent’s alcohol
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sleep
woke up so many times last night. had horrible dreams. he will never stay out of my dreams. i wake up so upset all the time. i fucking hate this
going to see my grandparents tomorrow
ugh. 3 hours stuck in the car with my family.
oh, and how am i going to hide these cuts?
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watching a documentary about an undertaker's job
just what i need. more thoughts of death
teasingt0please:
I’ve been so depersonalized lately.
I’ve been so numb.
Yet, I’ve been so sensitive.
So paranoid.
So anxious.
So depressed.
So angry.
So happy.
Fuck you bipolar, I fucking hate you.
Anonymous asked: Don't ever give up because suicide is never the answer. I am glad you are alive, I am glad you are surviving. You are beautiful, inside and outside. Don't let your sadness hide your true self. Things will get better, and I promise that. <3
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times like these i just really want to give up
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I hate...
teasingt0please:
Why do I hate myself so much? There’s nothing to love about me. It all makes sense now.
It all makes sense.
I'm tired of waking up everyday.
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“She gathered handfuls of glass off the floor and poured it over her lap, over...”
– Ayn Rand, The Fountainhead. (via violet-may)
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i secretly hope you die
you piece of shit
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doctor called..
apparently my thyroid is fine and that’s not the reason for my fatigue. she said everything else in my blood was fine too. only that my vitamin D levels were low. she told me i should try to get outside a little more but its been rainy and really windy here. ugh at least i have calcium/vitamin d supplements
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BOOK SUGGESTIONS?
i need stuff to download on my kindle.
any suggestions? preferably about mental illness or something like that?
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y0uarebeautifulineverysingleway asked: Heya, I just wanted to let you know that you're absolutely beautiful inside and out, never put yourself down because you're perfect just the way you are ♥
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it amazes me how much i can sleep
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bleh
slept all day. now theres nothing to do and i have to wait til 2am til my internet works better.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhh
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and the winner is..
Anorexia [x] You hate your body. [x] You have starved yourself. [x] You have low self esteem. [ ] You use laxatives. [x] You need to be skinnier. [ ] People always say you’re skinny, but you think fat. [ ] People think you are way too skinny. [ ] You skip at least one meal a day. [ ] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion. Total: 4/9
ADHD [ ] You are hyper most of the...
