February 2012
175 posts
Anonymous asked: go cut
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it never stops…
i’m so sick of life
i don’t want to relapse but what else am i supposed to do…….
Anonymous asked: Just letting you know that someone out here cares <3 Have a lovely day! :)
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fuck the weekend
every fucking weekend I wake up to my mom yelling her fucking head off because my sisters are being annoying aka being kids. she always says she hates being a mom and how she can never relax,etc etc.
I can’t take it. this is why I like the weekdays better, she’s out of the house by 7am. her ocd is getting worse and refuses to be treated or get any fucking help. Then when I come...
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Appearance
I have/had piercings. I want piercings besides the ears. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have/want a tattoo. I can be self-conscious about my appearance. I have/had braces. I have more than two piercings. Embarrassment I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to...
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ummm
my therapist said I might be having trouble seeing the line between reality and fantasy…
I think she’s right..
Horoscope for Today
miszmonsieur:
Broken down: My emotions are getting the best of me . I need to find a better way to control them. Either through exercise or therapy.
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it's a nice day
but i have no motivation to get out. all i want to do is go back to sleep. are these anti depressants working?
imaginaryollie asked: 15, 32, 40 :)
Ask?
1. had sex?
2. bought condoms?
3. gotten pregnant?
4. failed a class?
5. kissed a boy?
6. kissed a girl?
7. used a little paper bag for lunch?
8. had a job?
9. slipped on ice?
10. missed the school bus?
11. left the house without my wallet?
12. bullied someone on the internet?
13. sexted?
14. had sex in public?
15. played on a sports team?
16. smoked weed?
17. smoked cigarettes?
18. smoked a cigar?
19. drank alcohol? .
20. watched “The Breakfast Club”?
21. been overweight?
22. been underweight?
23. had an eating disorder?
24. been to a wedding?
25. made fun of someone for being fat?
26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
27. watched tv for 5 hours straight?
28. been late for work?
29. been late for school?
30. kissed in the rain?
31. showered with someone else?
32. failed my drivers test?
33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes?
34. been outside my home country?
35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
36. had lice?
37. gotten my heart broken?
38. had a credit card?
39. been to a professional sports game?
40. broken a bone?
41. been unhappy about my weight?
42. won a trophy?
43. cut myself?
44. had an STD?
45. got engaged?
46. been on a diet?
47. tried out to be on a tv show?
48. rode in a taxi?
49. been to prom?
50. played a drinking game?
51. stayed up for 24 hours or more?
52. been to a concert?
53. had a three-some?
54. had a crush on someone of the same sex?
55. been in a car accident?
56. had braces?
57. learned another language?
58. killed an animal?
59. been at a yard sale?
60. been to a japanese steakhouse?
61. wore make up?
62. talked to someone via webcam?
63. lost my virginity before I was 16?
64. had my wisdom teeth taken out?
65. kissed someone a different race than myself?
66. snuck out of the house?
67. bought porn?
68. had a virus on my computer?
69. had oral sex?
70. dyed my hair?
71. gone skinny dipping?
72. graduated from college?
73. wore someone else’s clothes?
74. voted in a presidential election?
75. rode in an ambulance?
76. rode in a helicopter?
77. caught the stove on fire?
78. got in a verbal fight?
79. met someone famous?
80. been on vacation?
82. been on a boat?
81. been on an airplane?
83. broken something expensive?
84. had surgery?
85. kissed someone before I was 14?
86. beat a video game?
87. found something valuable on the ground?
88. made a survey?
89. stalked someone on a social network?
90. prank called someone?
92. spent over $100 shopping in one day?
91. been to a library outside of school?
93. cut my hair and hated it?
94. peed outside?
95. went fishing?
96. helped with charity?
97. taken a pregnancy test?
98. been rejected by a crush?
99. been suspended from school?
100.broken a mirror?
it'd be nice if someone actually bothered to send me one of thesex
I am the fat friend.
allthatslap:
I am the fat sister.
I am the fat girlfriend.
I am the fat daughter.
I am the fat employee.
I am the fat person from room 409.
THIS. is how I am referred to.
thinking about joining a gym
really want to lose weight (for many reasons) and feel good about myself…
there are 2 gyms nearby that I could join but still considering their prices..
anyone have any suggestions?
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Take the white pill you'll feel alright.
imdizzyfromallthisspinning asked: Your body s beautiful!
Anonymous asked: You're absolutely beautiful. And I love your body(:
this-is-not-my-reality:
I’m worthless. Absolutely worthless. I’m not good enough for anything or anyone. All I want is to be good at one thing. One thing.
Dear Someone,
pigletandpoohbear123:
I fucking need you right now
:(
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why am i doing this to myself?
Thank God I have my therapy meeting tomorrrow.
I wonder what would happen if I said I was going...
here-goes-nothing-again:
Would anyone here give a shit?
I don't want to live anymore.
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one of those days where i just wish i wasn't alive
had horrible nightmares about my ex and his ex gf last night…talked to my ex again…asked him to send me one of the pictures he took of himself and his ex..idk if seeing that picture helped me or not. he still wants me to apologize for hurting him in our past relationship. i told him i’m not ready. he acts like i’m
i told my fiance today what happened last night. he...
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cuts always look worse in the morning.
i guess its long sleeves for the rest of the week
Wish you were here. I just want to be held. I feel...
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btw
the cuts were a reaction to talking to my ex on the phone. i didn’t want to but he’s been calling me everyday for 3 weeks begging me for to talk to him. i finally did.
i was not emotionally ready. i was not emotionally prepared to hear him say how he is still madly in love with his ex (that he’s only met once).
Why the fuck do I still care? Does part of me still love him? I...
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I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe...
i wish i had a sharper blade.
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some stuff about me..
[x] fears of abandonment [x] experienced sexual violation [x] experienced verbal abuse [ ] experienced physical abuse [ ] experienced sexual abuse [x] been bullied [x] self-hate [x] self-harm: cutting [ ] self- Harm: burning [ ] self-Harm: hitting [x] self-harm: other [x] Suicidal thoughts [x] Attempted suicide [ ] One biological parent was absent from the majority of your life [ ] You lived in...
